why

So why do I want to cry - because I think that no matter what I weigh I will still be the fat girl and that is so sad - I am not giving up believe me but I seriously want to cry - 2.2 lb loss this week for a total of 10.6 which means I have lost 5% of my weight - yeah - but really no clue what's wrong with me - maybe I just miss so much of the food that brought me comfort in the past - I think is what I am missing - comfort - I did go to kickboxing tonight and that made me feel GREAT!!!!! my body is so sore but I know its just part of my weight loss journey - I want to go 2 times a week at least - I went to talk to our leader at ww tonight but she needed to give people the overview of the program and I didn't want have them wait on me so I just left with tears in my eyes - my question is that is this supposed to be so draining and emotional??? I feel like the only one going through this - my bff who is on this journey with me says its so easy for her and its such a struggle for me - I just don't know

Heard about a new website that I am going to check out - hungry-girl.com - they have great recipies and it also shows the point value for ww - yeah I hope this makes me feel better -well I now owe steph $40 for my shopping spree :) :) :)

Life is good just going through some emotional stuff - love you my followers!!!!!