Biggest Loser

So today I weighed in for the Biggest Loser contast I have entered - my starting weight 200lbs - dear lord when did I let my self get this way or should I say weight???????? my headache is better and I did give in to the pepsi but only one - and I counted it so that is even better. Story to tell - when I went to weigh in there was an overweight girl there - no negativity about that statement - she was talking to the dr who is monitoring our weigh in's about joining BL - she said that she could not join because it was a drawing and she didn't win a spot to get in - i over heard the conversation and of course interupted by saying that no that was not accurate that anyone can join in as long as they pay their $25 and this week was the first weigh in - she then asked how it worked so I explained that it was based on the percentage of weight loss so it would be fair to everyone - she futher asked if they were also doing measurements - I said no that wasn't part of this biggest loser contest - she asked if I knew a contest that did have the measurements included and I told her no that I didn't and I was sorry - furthermore she said that the contest wasn't fair because you couldn't stop people from taking diet pills and starving themselves - I said well I would hope that people did this the healthy way and not do that but she was correct that people could do that - last thing she said was that again the contest wasn't fair because if someone my size lost 5 lbs vs someone her size losing 5 lbs that I would be the winner because of our size difference - I said yes she was correct but that is why it is based on percentage not weight loss - anyway - what did I walk away with you ask???? she doesn't want to join our contest and was making a million excuses as to why not - I have done this FOREVER - yes I said every sunday that tomorrow was the day - by 8:15am that was broken as I had my pepsi and my crackers in my hand and was shoving them in my mouth - It is so hard to not go back to that and yes I know its only been 5 days but this has been the longest I have gone without my "breakfast of champions" in at least 3 years!!!!! today is a new day!!!