Life is always a struggle

WOW this week has been the biggest struggle of a week I have had in a long time - other than when my daughter got married - Wilma's passing has been one of the greatest losses I have ever experienced - I cried and cried last night just so sad - I am getting a new puppy tomorrow but she will never replace my Wilma - she was my chunker bunker and always will be - how has this effected my weight - well, I have stayed on track but the urge to stuff myself is so there I can taste it - but i have resisted and still have not eaten mc'd's so as much as I am sad I am proud of myself - food is a necesary evil for me - you must eat to survive but I have survived just to eat - no more and I have proven that over this week - thanks all for your encouragement - weigh in day is tomorrow at 9:00 am - wish me luck :) :) :)